With The Bats (Chris K.)

[leo]

He sat on the edge of the window, it wasn't really a window more like an opening in the large stone room. Normally this would be a dangers thing to do, if you couldn't fly that is. Other than that go ahead. His dark eyes searched the earth, as if he was trying to find some life. Leo could be found up here, alot it was his place to think. That and the sky, was his thinking place. He was dressed warmer this time, wore a heavier jacket long shelve red and white strapped shirt. Jeans with a hole in the knee covered his legs down to his old boots. Had those thing for awhile now.


His hands covered his mouth, blowing warm air on them. Reaching into his pocket, he pulled out a lollipop sucking on it. When he quit smoking about a year ago, he got addicted to these. Made for brushing his feet alot, he sat there quietly.

[Chris Kuliz]

He had been seen in a few days other then classes he stayed in his room. Chris was already so dead inside how would it make a difference if he liked another person and they played with him stomping on what heart he had left. Finally coming out he didn't eat anything the entire time he had been in his room. He had cuts on his arms all over that he hadn't healed letting them remain like that to remind him to never ever to like or love another person it was a waste of time. Going outside in the cold he sat down in a place where Leo wouldn't be able to see him.

Chris sat there and leaned against a tree hidden in the bushes and had no plans to come out either. Scratching the areas on his arms he made them start to bleed again, hissing when the cold air hit his wounds.

[leo]

Feeling the cold air, on his face. He sighed, thinking about Chris. God, he felt horrible but at the same time. Leo knew this couldn't happen, he was a teacher. Things like that where frowned on and he could lose his job. "Why, did this have to happen." He said to himself. Leo was so confused, flying down to the earth below. Leo handed on his feet, zipping up his jacket. Thoughts of Chris ran through his head.


He heard some movement through the brushes, "Come out now or be made to come out." He said shaking the ground. He had far greater control outside than inside.

[Chris Kuliz]

He closed his eyes when the cold air his face his thoughts were about Leo, god freaking damn it why did he have to be like that to him. Chris continued his self harm there behind the bush he stayed against the tree. Closing his eyes as he made each cut he needed it to calm himself down, turning his head away he hissed each time. Dropping the piece of broken glass onto the snow he rested there a while longer.

Chris heard movement around him and heard Leo’s worlds he would have come out but he was dizzy from what he had done to himself. Laying down onto the ground he passed out he hadn’t healed himself so he right out passed out.

[leo]

"Chris!, Chris!" He called out hoping he'd answer him, seeing him passed out in the snow, he paniced. "Damn it, I told you don't do this anymore." He threw the piece of glass away and turned his attention to his arm. Leo ran is hand over his arm, healing the fresh cuts on his arm. "Chris, wake up. come on wake up." He shock him a little. Just trying to wake him up,he felt so cold. Leo picked Chris up in his arms, flying up to the bell tower. Just getting Chris inside so he wouldn't be cold, "Your okay now." He said sitting down with Chris in his lap covering him with his wings. Trying to keep him warm through body heat.

[Chris Kuliz]

He didn't answer but he could hear Leo calling out to him, his eyes were closed. Blood dribbled from the cuts but he hadn't hit anything major to make blood just stream from him. Chris hated being like he was he was so unhappy but no one seemed to notice it which made things that much worse. Laying there still on his side he was so cold but he couldn't will himself to get out of the cold. Being shook by Leo he just moaned out it would be a few minutes before he did open his eyes. Once his limp body was picked up and taken inside he laid there in Chris' arms. God he needed to get out of what he was doing and to himself before it got worse. Hidden in Leo's wings to warm him up he was still passed out but at least a sign he would be okay was tears coming from the edges of his closed eyes.

[leo]

Shh,don't cry. shhh, its okay." He said wipinghis tears Leo gently rocked him like he used do to Hunter when he was a baby. "its okay, Chris. I'm here." Leo was really worried about him. As a teacher he couldn't let anything bad happen to his student but as someone who just cared about Chris. Leo didn't want him be hurt anymore, "You just rest okay." wrapping Chris in his jacket, he rubbed his arms trying to warm him up. "Come on wake up."

[Chris Kuliz]

He couldn't help it all the pent up unhappiness was coming out as he was rocked gently. Inadvertantly the blue healing fire had engulfed he and Leo, the old scars were burned away leaving Chris with no blemishes on him. The healing fire stayed around them, that had never happened to him before just engulfing him while he was passed out. It took a few more minutes for his misted eyes to open when he was being warmed up. "I'm s sorry Leo." Hiding in his arms and wings not letting the fire leave him just yet. Resting in Leo's arms he looked down at his arms seeing the scars were gone all gone, looking at leo he sniffled and lowered his head. "I'm so sorry for everything." He really wa sorry.

[leo]

"Its okay, you where upset." He said Leo didn't seem to care at the moment. "Look, just promise me. You won't do this anymore and we can call it even." Leo found himself running his fingers gently through Chris' hair. Stopping catching himself doing it, "You scared me back there, What's so bad that you gotta cut yourself." He asked wondering why he would do this to himself.

[Chris Kuliz]

"Thanks." He said that looking at Leo he looked at him listening to him. "I'll try to quite cutting myself I promise." Feeling the fingers running through his hair he sniffled softly. Rubbing his eyes softly he wiped his face dry. "Sorry Leo." Looking away for a moment he looked back at him. "You would too if your family only cared about their social status and what people think of them rather then their only son or little brother who is always so unhappy and hiding behind being a royal brat. Unable to actually tell anyone." Admitting it to Leo.

[leo]

"So that's why your ass-hole." He said "Look, that's there problem not yours. cutting yourself, isn't gonna help anyone." Leo put the boy down next to him, "Your actually very sweet when your not being a jerk." Leo leaned against the wall, his wings disappearing into his back. "I care about you, otherwise I wouldn't be here right now. I maybe a teacher, but I'm able to be care about my students. You can talk to me whenever you like." He said smiling warmly at the boy Leaning in he kissed him on the lips, pulling away. He sighed, "I really shouldn't have done that."

[Chris Kuliz]

He looked at him and nodded shrugging. "It's the only way I feel better by cutting myself." That was the truth when he didn't cut himself he couldn't deal with anything. Laying onto his side he curled up next to him he looked at him. "Thanks." Watching Leo's wings vanish he listened to him. "Many people tell me that and it always ends up to not be true, I'm not used to people who aren't fake telling me they care about me and I can talk to them." Being kissed he kissed him back looking at him he nodded. "I won't tell anyone." He wanted to curl up in Leo's arms and lap but didn't do it.

[leo]

"We'll I wasn't lying. I'm here if you ever feel like talking." He said Leo was telling the truth, he would be there if Chris ever needed him. "Thanks, I'm your teacher and this can't happen." there he went trying to reason with himself. If things where different. Why couldn't things be different, "Your okay?" He asked putting his arm around Chris' shoulders. "Did you mean it when you said you loved me?"

[Chris Kuliz]

He listened to Leo telling him the truth which meant alot to him more then he could express. "Thanks Leo." Laying there next to him resting he was weak even from not losing much blood he was tired regardless. "You're welcome, I know I really wish it could." Looking at him he knew Leo was trying to reason with himself about what was happening. "Yeah I'm okay just a little tired is all." Feeling the arm around his shoulder he curled up under it, nodding that he did meant it. "Yes very much I meant it Leo."

[leo]

Leo looked at him, his eyes said it all. He wanted to be with him or aleast try. But Leo's hands where tied, "If things where different Chris or I wasn't your teacher." He said moving close to his face, "I wanna kiss you so bad." He was saying how he felt. Chris really hit a nerve with him and made him feel alive. "I wish things where different."